So, I hear you cry, what happened to all this “anxiety”? Answer, I’m on holiday now for a week (Staycation!), which has allowed me to chill a little. In the meantime, the emotional overflow from my friend’s death has come through as, alternately, numb, upset, or angry. Which seems to override the usual chills and shakes of a panic attack. (Not that this is preferable by the way, if the cost is a week attempting to climb out of my own skin and unable to leave my bedroom, I’d consider that a small price to pay to have her back).